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22 December 2001 |||


Yeah, more test results. It's not my fault nothing interesting occurs in my life.

Your Existing Situation -

Acts in an orderly, methodical, and self-contained manner. Needs the sympathetic understanding of someone who will give her recognition and approval.

And that's why I created this.

Your Stress Sources -

Has an unsatisfied need to ally herself with others whose standards are as high as her own, and to stand out from the herd. This desire for preeminence isolates her and inhibits her readiness to give herself freely. While she wants to surrender and let herself go, she regards this as a weakness which must be resisted. This self-restraint, she feels, will lift her above the rank and file and ensure recognition as a unique and distinctive personality.

Yeah, there's a reason my "need to ally myself with others whose standards are as high as my own" has been unsatisfied -- I have no friends.

Your Restrained Characteristics -

Circumstances are such that she feels forced to compromise for the time being if she is to avoid being cut off from affection or from full participation.

Clings to her belief that her hopes and ideas are realistic, but needs encouragement and reassurance. Applies very exacting standards to her choice of a partner and wants guarantees against loss or disappointment.

Damn, whoever invented this test must be some sort of pod-person.

Your Desired Objective -

Takes easily and quickly to anything which provides stimulation. Preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature, whether erotically stimulating or otherwise. Wants to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality-wise with an altogether charming and impressive influence on others. Uses tactics cleverly so as to avoid endangering her chances of success or undermined others' confidence in herself.

Not even going to comment on that.

Your Actual Problem -

Greatly impressed by the unique, by originality, and by individuals of outstanding characteristics. Tries to emulate the characteristics she admires and to display originality in her own personality.

Bing bing bing! We have a winner here!

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